January's Over

Oh my goodness its February. This will most likely be my only blog for this month or the next following months :P I am truly terrible at blogging as you can see my last blog was around the new year.

January

Nothing major happened that month. It was a good start of the new year. January went by very quickly. I was pretty bored because of winter break, but I did enjoy it. I miss it so much now that school has started :( I'm so lazy lol I'm so done with school and it basically just started lol terrible. All my classes are relatively easy and hopefully will stay that way. I'm hoping my GPA will be a 4.0 for this semester. I feel guilty because i rarely go to my PSC class anymore, but I am going tomorrow. I hope i'm not gonna be late. I'm always late to that class I think that's the reason I stopped attending lol that and its at 8 in the morning. Oh yeah I realized that I have a commitment problem. I honestly cannot commit right now. A relationship would be nice, but I have my future to work on. I dunno for now I'm up for just going on dates and such but nothing serious lol I can't handle it. I easily get annoyed of a guy, especially if hes constantly with me & calling & texting me its not gonna happen. I need my space :P I need time to miss him. I don't know how I'm gonna survive married life. Speaking of love, I'm planning on having a Valentine's Day party for singles :) Hopefully everyone can make it. A lot of the people I invited are going to the basketball game. I hope everything will go according to my plans. I really hope it won't be lame and boring. I think that the fact that I won't allow drinks may be a problem for some people. Honestly we can all have fun without alcohol. Idk alcohol is not my thing especially in my families home that's a definite N-O.

May be I'll blog later lol but I probably won't Goodnight :)

New Year New Lyn? (to be continued)

Hiii man last year flew by like no other :) crazy shiii

I haven't blogged since november quite sometime has passed lol let's update

December 2008

The 6th is my Lolo's Birthday he celebrated in heaven :) I regret so much not being able to show him that I appreciated, loved, and cared for him so very much. I had so many chances when I was younger back in Texas when he stayed with us, but I was so young and dumb to ever realize how much he meant to me. When he died in a few years ago I broke down on my way to school. Matt was the one who saw me breaking down well besides my dad. I'm pretty sure my grandpa knows how much Iove him I just wished I showed him how much I truly care about him. I always pray at church and send prayers to my grandparents and my other relatives in heaven and I always end up tearing i'm so emotional sometimes =\